We are al born with incredible gifts, but when we don't acknowledge our gifts, they turn into curses. When we create, our frequency that we hold, our emotions and thoughts, are part of the creation that we make. Every thought, emotion and choice we make is an act of creation. We all have reptiles in our system, coming from trauma, they create dark creations. Embrace them, see them, respect them and start focusing on something you want to replace it with. That's how you train yourself out of it. Prayers help a lot.