We are all mad here. But for madness to turn into mysticism we need boundaries and clear intuition. Clear intuition comes when we are honest and integer with ourselves. We are all raised by a system that is not fully aware and developed yet and so we are used to deceive and manipulate ourselves all the time. We can only be as honest as we are aware of ourselves.
I believe the universe always wants to expand and so we are on a journey for expansion. Which means also my vision, tools and ways of working will develop over time. I am doing my best with the knowledge and wisdom that I have yet gained. That doesn't mean I am 100% pure and clean, but when I see something is not aligned, I work on it immediately or ask for help.
I am of course also on my journey and I can only give support until where I have healed myself. But while I do this work, I also heal myself.
Sacred Masculine + Sacred Feminine = Holy child
When I was 4 years old, I gave myself this name. I was always creating things, designing things and playing make believe. Trying to run away from reality.
After art school I struggled to fit in the Dutch system as an artist. Then my spiritual awakening came at 28. My arms started to move around by themselves and I started to get possessed during the night, waking up in all sorts of weird positions. I thought I was going crazy and started making art to express myself. This was my calling to my Hero's Journey. I started traveling all over the world to find answers of what was going on with me. Along the journey I kept getting mystical Sun Deity experiences and I met several wizards and witches who helped me gain different perspectives on life and how consciousness works. I realised that I was programmed, like everyone else, by a sick system.
I started attracting manipulative psychopaths that I had to run away from several times to keep myself save. This led me into the underworld. Here I found some keys that helped (and is helping) me going through my own shadows that have been attracting these situations.
Some of the keys that I found are called the Laws of Nature or how I like to call them, Harmony Laws. With these Laws I can map out some structures which make it easier to go into the underworld of my own psyche and shine light on parts that are hiding in the shadow. Finding jewels underneath all the crap.
Which then led me into becoming a Sun Priestess, giving ceremonies to share Sun Deity energy with all who are ready to receive it. When we do this shadow work, we receive awesome gifts!
In order to change our future, we need to change the causes that create the same effects we see in the past. Causes are mental, effects are physical. The truth and the power absolutely lies within us. As we heal ourselves, we heal the world.
You can buy my art and book a ceremony. I give private and group ceremonies. I also have been guided in creating Family-bracelets that are available to those who hear the calling. And I make Light portraits as Sacred portals to help you in your shadow work to always stay connected with your inner light.
I love to unite and play together with other people, sharing knowledge and skills. So don't be shy to contact me.